If i could explain in proper detail exactly how you make me feel. I would write endless books, a million songs and a thousand blogs so you can understand just how much you mean to me. With just one look you can tell me everything i need to know. I want you to know that you mean the world to me. That to everyone else im this big girl. But to you sayang, i am just me. I dont need to take on the world and i dont have to be on my tiptoes because i know youll take care of me. So in those moments i act like a spoilt brat. When all i want is your attention and for you to sayang me. I apologize if that ever gets to you. I want you to know not only are you the world to me but i think the world of you. You are beautiful, and clever. You are willing and hard working. You are my girl. 

I want you to know that i could be a million miles away, but i will help you in every way possible. I will help you be better while you are better-ing me. I will love you better every day and i will think of you everyday. I will smile in hopes that it causes a smile on your face and i will laugh in hopes it will make you laugh too. I am sane and i am still kicking because of you sayang. You are my reason. And i will wait forever to have you next to me. You are mine and we are meant for life. 

I love you from the tip of your hair ends to the very edge of your toes. You are the most beautiful thing on earth to me. Always, all ways x

Love of my life. Love of my life.

Love of my life.

You menghilang sayang..

I miss the way we would always without a doubt be on skype 247. The way we would fight our tired eyes just to speak. The way the highlight of our days were each other even if virtually. I miss you. I miss you missing me. I miss you baby..

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And it kind of hurts..

What a beautiful mess.. This is.. What a beautiful mess.. This is..

What a beautiful mess.. This is..

I miss you baby.

I throw fits when i think about you, like im ready to explode. I throw fits when i think about you, like im ready to explode.

I throw fits when i think about you, like im ready to explode.

I’ll never give up on you sayang.